PERFECT&&NYOKAP

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did i grow up according to plan
And do you think im wasting my time
Doing things i wanna do
But it hurts when u dissaprove all along

And now i try hard to make it
I just want to make u proud
Im never gonna be good enough for u
Cant pretend that im alright
And u cant change me

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
Im sorry i cant be perfect
Now its just too late
And we cant go back
Im sorry i cant be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain i feel inside
Did u know u used to be my hero
All the days u spent with me
Now seem far away
And it feels like u dont care anymore

And now i try hard to make it
I just want to make u proud
Im never gonna be good enough for u
I cant stand another fight
And nothings alright


Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
Im sorry i cant be perfect
Now its just too late
And we cant go back
Im sorry i cant be perfect

Nothings gonna change the things that u said
Nothings gonna make this right again
Please dont turn ur back
I cant believe its hard just to talk to u
But u dont understand



Yaaap.....
Tadi itu adalah lirik lagu dari simple plan yang judulnya perfect....kenapa gue posting lirik lagu itu.....?????soalnya gue lagi merasakan men, beneran decccc...


Klo disitu kan ceritanya tentang ayahnya yang pengen anak jadi sempurna gitu, tapi di kehidupan gue, ini tentang nyokap gue......

Perfeksionis.
Itulah nyokap gue, nyokap gue selalu nuntut gue jadi kyak abang2 gue itu yang selalu banggain nyokap, sedangkan gue cuma seorang cewek biasa yang selalu dituntut.....sumpah gue sebernanya udah berusaha jd yang nyokap inginin, tapi salah mulu dimata dia, dia selalu bandingin gue dengan abang gue itu......


Gue, gue sebenarnya paling gak suka di bandingin brg abang gue, gue udah capeeeee....di sekolah klo gue buat kesalahan selalu dibandingin sama abang gue (fyi, abang gue alumni sekolah gue gitu) terus belom lagi klo di rumah, kebeban bgt gueeeee.......


Masa yaaaa, gue wktu semt 2 turun jadi rangking 3 dimarhin sama nyokap mulu katanya gara2 gue kerjanya maen mulu sm smsan mulu, yaampun padahal gue cm turun peringkat aja padhal nilai gue naek semua, mana dimarahinnyadi depan teman2 nyokap, gue jadi mau nangissss......
Itulah nyokap gue..


Gue selalu dituntut jadi orang sempurna padahal kan kita semua tau yaa klo nobody's perfect......


Terus juga waktu nilai uts gue pas2an, gue dimarahin terus didiemin mulu sama nyokap, bener deeeeh gue klo ujian atau apalah pasti kebeban bgt sama nyokap...


Belom lagi pas hasil tes IQ gue turun, gue juga dimarahin sama nyokap......


Sebenernya waktu itu guru gue nanya sama gue, apa gue kebeban klo lagi ngerjain ujian, jujur iyaa, gue takut hasilnya gak memuaskan nyokap...tapi gue bilang aja enggak, gue lbh milih buat nyengir....


Apa pernah yaa nyokap mikir klo gue itu sebenarnya kebeban bgt selama ini...???


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