23:30 PM .
i still trying to sleep and get my sweet dreams but i cant.
i try to close my eyes but ur shadow in my mind now.
i dont know what should i do .
do i enjoy it? yes i do .
enjoy ur shadow and give a smile.
it's so stupid .
u make me like a clowns .
just quiet and enjoy ur shadow in the middle of night.
i know you've been changed , but i cant delete our memories .
thats so beautiful past for me .
it waste my time actually but honestly im so enjoy it because ur shadow always in my mind .
you know a half of my mind always think about you .
how stupid i am .
im blinded because ur stupidity love .
but i enjoy it .
i adore you and i cant forget you , its so hard to forget you because there is so many beautiful past with you .
i know im evil .
i have a boyf but i think about you , i dont know why does it can happen to me , i just enjoy it .
he isnt mine .
he isnt my ex .
but he is my old friend .
he is a part of childhood .
he teached me everything around me .
you know , loving is the best part of my life and it is a beautiful sin for me .
my first love never know what i am feeling .
my first love dont care what did happen to me .
i know it .
but i still adore him .
mav yaaa tapi susah buat lupain dia karena dia adalah the best part of my memories .
and this love will be save in my heart .
but i'll try to loving you
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